Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sad Trip "home" to College Station

Sorry it has been a few days since my last post...Ross came to Ballinger and with him around I kinda forgot about this thing. Tomorrow I start stupid class and even though I absolutly love Texas A&M, I am not a big fan of actually going to class haha. This semester should be very interesting because it is my last "real" semester here and it will be mine and Ross's first experience away from eachother...we are very used to seeing eachother daily and have probably only spent a week apart (besides a few days here and there) since we started dating in 2006. We both trust that if we are meant to be together we will make it through this perfectly fine.

Today was a pretty sad day though...it was really hard leaving home, it felt like the first time I left home for college and tonight I am kinda home sick. Saying bye to Dad was really hard becuase these past few days I have actually felt like he needed me to be there and I didn't want to leave him alone (Mom was at church when I left) but he assured me that he would be fine. Once I got done with that then I had to say my goodbye's to Ross and as pathetic as this sounds I am not going to see him for 2 weeks and that is a BIG deal so I was pretty sad...but I held myself together (until I got in the car). The 4 1/2 hour trip home was filled of many thoughts of how this semester is going to be, the good and the bad.

Hopefully this semester will be filled with lots of studying (which means good grades), closer friendships, and much much more time with God. Sorry this post is a downer...until I get used to the new arrangments (Ross not being here) they may be a little sad. I guess I'm going to go to bed and get nice and rested for my bright and early 8:00am class EWWWW!!!

1 comment:

Sarah said...

The time-apart thing always stinks -- I agree!! I did NOT do it well while Troy and I were dating. I was pretty weepy and pathetic, actually!