Life will go on

So over the past week I have decided that I am going to be okay...kinda. I spend my mornings in class (yuck) and my Monday and Wednesday nights are spent at the junor college in a night class so I haven't had too much down time YET. This weekend will be hard but I have friends that are determined to show me a good time and hopefully they won't let me be too sad. We also have Monday off of school which makes it even harder to make myself stay here instead of going home or to Dallas and believe me if home was still in Troy I would be back there in a heart beat but the 4 1/2 hour drive is holding me back. Me and Ross are doing very well and I have actually noticed that after I talk to him and we say our goodnights I am so happy that even though he isn't here in person, he is still in my life. I go to bed extremely happy and I really thought I would be sad for awhile but maybe I am realizing that this is just temporary :) Anyways...my classes are going to be pretty rough this semester just because there are so many of them but luckily they are all kinda centered around microbiology so maybe studying for one will help me study for the others. Well thats really all I have going on...

I try to look up an encouraging verse every day (something I picked up from my mother) and sometimes I think it is weird how I find them and they seem to encourage me in the perfect way. Today I read 1 Peter chapter 5 verses 6 & 7 "Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." But now its like not even 9:00 yet and I'm probably going to go ahead and hit the sack...some how I ended up with 8:00 classes on fridays BLAH!! Goodnight <3